baby adventures

For those of you following up on the process of how the baby medications are going, here is a quick update. 
Round two has been completed and still no ovulation.  I was on double the medication this last time and still nothing.  I know that I need to relax and all the other things people say to a woman who struggles with becoming pregnant. 
I struggled with this month because pumping my system with these meds and still not even ovulating is frustrating.  It would be different if I ovulated and I just missed the peak timing.  Yes missing the timing is frustrating as well but at least half of the problem would be solved.  Although when the medication doesn't even take effect, you are sitting with nothing except the realization that you will put your body through another round of medication. 
I called the Dr. today and left a message in hopes that I can go in and receive a referral to be seen at Severance, a Korean hospital, as my next option instead of playing around with the same medications for a third month.  I am hoping to receive a phone call back by the end of business today and hoping to set up an appointment to be seen. 
This really shouldn't have me so frustrated because Chlomid didn't work in the past while trying to get pregnant with Audrey either.  I was on much stronger drugs, shots, and every other day ultrasounds that were monitoring my progress.  Military facilities do not have this luxury, hence needing to find an outside doctor. 
I miss Dr. Magerelli and his practice greatly, but from what I have experienced from Severance Hospital and from a friends recent success I know I am in good hands with them.
Ultimately I know that it doesn't matter which drug I am on, which doctors I see, because our greatest physician is not here on earth.  It is really up to Him and His timing.  What I pray for is not ultimate success.  I pray for God's favor, His will to be done.  I pray for peace and comfort for whatever the final outcomes are.  I pray for knowledge on when to stop this journey and I pray for direction on how to proceed.  No matter how frustrated I get I praise Him for he has already given me so many blessings.